i figured that maybe procrastinating at this point wouldn't help me much.. besides, i am gonna die anyway. so i better start counting my blessings..

first of ALL.. i have the sweetest boyfriend, who will ahem.. nevermind, shall not reveal it coz he will die of embarrassment. HAHA, anyway, he showed me wat a real boyfriend is.. not empty shit promises and all those claims of being a respectable gentleman and bla blah shit. he doesn't preach, tats what i like. i couldn't ask for more.. and now that i have him, i'm too used to his presence that, i can't imagine life without him... how can anyone live without their guardian angel?

second.. it took me a while to come up with this one coz beyond the first blessing, i can't seem to rmb anything else. well... can i say.. i've met the best ppl in the world? i thank god for leading me to meet the bunch of nice ppl at my tutor's place. couldn't have got thru the O's unscathed without them. i really thank god.

third.. it took me longer to come up with this one, guess this should be the last one.... good things are hard to remember. I have JOYCE, PEIYI, BAO BAO as my mates in ijc! its been a draggy year... thank god i have them.. or i'd just rot at a corner in school everyday! i love my mates!!!!!

i hate jc life mannnn. watever the fuck is wrong with the system... i hate this... i can't go online, i can only look at my friends have a life, real life.. i miss zss... i miss seeing my frens everyday... i miss everything.. i tot i was locked up.. this is even worse! i tot it would be a carefree time.. wat the hell... i'm sooo wrong! i didn't get any freedom, there was no transition over at all... the fact was, it all stayed the same! i'm so afraid that it would still be like this if i go to a poly... omg man... i hate my lifeeeee... can i commit suicide? i want to die mannnn.. i hate everything...

i didn't go to school today, was sick... gah...
its freaking hot these days man. i need a suit made of ice, that doesnt melt.. ok... i need willy wonka.
i was cooking macaroni in campbell soup and cheese.. (SEDAP SIOL!!!! ash!!! be jealous!) at mr yeow's place, my ex tutor.. he's almost like a dad to me...
i wished he were... but then, i thank god he isn't.

ironically...

i wished i had money to buy the things tat i want.. i wish i knew witchcraft, then i'd swindle all the ppl tat i hate.

i miss my bf... dont you think this is soooo cute??? oh man! its so so so so adorable!!!! i LOVE CATS!

got into alot online 'window shopping' lately.. i swear i didn't know there were so much treasures waiting to be uncovered on the internet!!!! WOOO!!!! and i saw backpacks better than dickies! well not really better, but at least, for a similar price, they are definately more unique! unless someone brings in the studded dickies and hang it in front of my nose.. i think i'm gonna go for the brandless one! HAHA!!!! YAY!!!! i wanna get a new bag! i can't wait!!!!! YAYAYA!!!!

SUBWAY eat fresh!
THIS! is my new rave!! HAHA!
cold cut sandwiches rock mannnn seriously! the ham got so many pieces la! i dunno is it because the trainee who was serving us very generous or wat... i love my green chilli and honey mustard!!!! YAYAYAYAAYAYA!!!!! not like the one my mom bought from Takashimaya, expensive like siao, taste like shit coz the bread was so hard, i tot i was eating bricks! and the freaking HAM! so giam siap! ONE THIN SLICE!!! wat the hell man... SUBWAY ROCKS!!!!!!!
HA~!

you think u can try to sound noble through amelia...
you think i believe ur shit ass crap? mother fucking faggot, you can stop lying and telling all your stupid bullshit.
try to get yourself in the limelight... nice try.... try to prick my emotions by making her tell things tat i've said to you before.. perfect huh.. like magic... sorry, it doesn't work on me.


brag bout all the money u've made, grow up pls, your sis will step all over you and one day, you'll be reduced to nothing, but a speck of dirt on the ground. i'm so sorry amelia... the truth is, i know everything...
thanks for wat you did... you just made me appreciate my boyfriend more than ever, knowing wat a jerk alex is..

ITS A FRIDAY!!!!! just one more day to sunday!!!!!

one more day to see my boyfriend if i get a chance! goodness, how much i miss him dearly...
its s good friday.. why do i say so? u wanna know meh? busybody.. haha jkjk..

i went to the clinic with my mom in the afternoon, and ended up snoozing at the clinic's sofa.
LOL, the ah-ma beside, i swear, was staring at me while i slept..

and we went to greenridge plaza for a meal.. goodness, i'm reduced to dictating my daily life story like tat...

shall i show u a lil sumthing???
heck la, i'll show it whether u want to see it or not.



i did these while on my trip to japan... yes, i bring my barang barangs even when i go abroad.. but the nicest sceneries always zip past before i can even sketch them down.. sian...

felt that my blog needs another entry, tats why i'm here.
its been 2 days since i last saw my boyfriend.. i migh as well die now.. i miss him loads... alot!!!!!!!
i miss him i miss him i miss him... its only been 2 days.... imagine the year end hols..

i went to ikea on tuesday morning for breakfast, and i drank one of the worst black coffee in my life. it had this charred taste to it tat i hate. gosh i miss my starbucks...
then i went to chinatown, after walking ard with my mom, i conveniently forgot to buy my frangipani hairband.. shucks... but i got other stuffs though...
and the german uncle wasn't ard when i was there, that means no onion bread and pretzels this week. =( i randomly took a photo, i know i can't take a photo to save a life, but do bear with my bullshit..




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i just realised how much jc can change a person, his or her life, and all... the type of people you meet, the level of stress and the things ppl say and do... they change u and subconciously, u start becoming and think like them too. and i'm so hating it. i came and saw, tread on grounds that i wished i hadn't tread at all. screwed myself over and don't wanna do it again.. don't wanna see it again. i'm getting tired of everything..

i'm so tired...
i don't want to wake up..

i'm online now, but my prince isn't =( boohoo... i hope he's not watching a movie right now!
i miss my boyfriend!!!! he went for an 'interview' at for a cottonon sales assistant job(i think). and i'm so happy he got it =) cheers to my boyfriend!!! today's the second day of fasting, and man are we hating it!!! when i saw him right after my tuition, i was really happy, thank god he was there, though its like, troubling him to walk me home.. but... i'm missin my prince badly...

and god, it was freezing cold tonight... thank god his hands were warm enugh..

baby, sorry for making u trudge on mud in slippers!!!! esp when u like, bathed! so sorry... ur pants' hems got wet too.... gah.. sorry.... so sorry.......

love him love him love him!