Samson -regina spektor

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
He ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed
And history books forgot about us and the bible didn't mention us
The bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first , I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But there just soft light, there just soft light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
He told me i was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors and the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
and kissed me till the morning light, the morning light
and he kissed me till the morning light

Samson came back to bed
not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bed
Oh, we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us, not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

hmmmmm
sup invisible frens....

i just suddenly have this feeling lah...
so i kinda feel like writing it out...
i think i have a teeny weeny crush on someone right now? but the problem is i dont know him -.- besides his name T-T

well more like eye candying arh.. the 17 yr old lingo. lol..

and i'm not gonna reveal who he is. so pls dont make me say his name.

i never really thought i will like EC him at all..
ok lah, when i look at him, he looked my way accidentally i think.. so coincidental,but anyways, the mainpoint is, he looked so innocent!!! i dont noe if he saw me blush or not, coz the moment i saw him look at me so innocently, i looked away. i scared later he think i despo.. coz i got the kind of 'omg i cant look away' kind of feeling when i see him.

then. well... then i use my talent of capturing image.. lol.. then i will study his face in my memory :)

and shit thing is... i'm god damn sure he is younger than me... T-T WHY!????

hmmm.. well wat else...
nothing much alrdy....
its just a little crush. :)
i think i'm making some progress finally!
but the thing is... he'll never rmb my face like i rmb his... soooo
too bad :(

and joshe asked me if i'm gonna waste 3 yrs away like tat being single.. i guess so? LOL.. ppl like me dont really get a second chance huh :/

went to esplanade alone today after everyone else went off for their own business(sorry, couldnt find a more apt description in my vocab currently)

because we started at cityhall.. when we got there, the direction of esplanade kept calling me like a ghost...
i didnt want to be a nuisance so i only went after they went off.

walking there alone, towards the esplanade was like almost like a walk down memory lane. like my own personal museum.
here and there, so many little things... i shouldnt say i felt all depressed. in fact i felt kinda happy to be back at where i stood more than a yr ago. with a totally different and new life.

i didnt really managed to sit down and chill.. coz there were rowdy mats and minahs around.. and the problem was that there were more minahs than mats. so i was alone.. and everyone else was in pairs... they just wouldnt stop staring at me...

i walked around for a bit, got REALLY uncomfortable and left. a pity i didnt really get to stand at the same exact spot on the terrace... there was a family, most likely tourists, taking pictures of themselves.

nvm... next time then.

its been soooo long....
401 days..

ok u must be thinking i'm weird for posting this. in fact i feel kinda weird doing this... but well this pic was initially way more provocative. i actually cropped the head for u guys to see. if i let u see the whole body, i think u'll be dripping blood from ur noses. LOL
super hot right?? so handsomeeeee....
swoons...

i duno why... but i just have to blog this... LOL..
can anyone make hiim real for me pls???

hello... invisible friend.
i just got home after a dinner and talk session with my secondary school friends. surprisingly.. they weren't the ones that i was closest with during secondary school. they were some pretty cool people that are super nice. just tat we weren't really in the same clique. though we do hangout as a class. but i did have my own closest pals. but it just wasnt them. and those pals... duno all fly where alrdy...

we chatted alot. laughed alot. and i realised how much i miss secondary school.
seems like it was just yesterday tat i was in ncc. in an art class. in a science class. laughing at someone else for being weird. eating in the school canteen. playing by the school pond.
gosh. so many memories. each so fresh and vivid.

i wish i had one more chance in secondary school.
now...
as much as i like my life, i hate it too.

wahhhh super damn tired... after a few days straight of not sleeping well, i really wanna die alrdy....
fatigueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
well i recently got downgraded for my work.. from A+ drop to B+ leh.. fuck sia... coz i was late for class...
not gonna blame the teacher though... he had to do whats right anyway.. blame the fucking fucked up cabbies...

finally feel kinda relieved. but there's still tons more to be done next week.

but that will be next week. meantime...
let me finish 'New moon' for the 2nd time.
shop ION
and relax