ok... i just finished painting my nails.
god....
i took so LONG to get my nails done....
i keep messing up
like 'yay, i'm finally done with my left hand!' then suddenly a tissue paper whips up and stick onto my nails. -_-''
this process repeated a few times!!!! i'm finishing up my bottle of varnish removal in less than a week?!?!?!?!

so yes..
the 'not so perfect' red nails took soooo long to finish.
stain here and stain there...
i'm sure those who have worked with me in 2d art fun would find this piece of info unamusing.


and i soooo regret spamming so many bottles of cheap nailpolish??? coz their brushes suck big time!!!!!!!
the polish was too thick. but that was saved by pouring some remover in the bottle.
but the brush tip. -.- i really wanna cry siaaaaa



and..... WTF!???? I JUST CHIPPED THE NAIL AGAIN!???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



arghh to hell with it... i'm gonna go to bed liao. zzzz

i did this piece of drawing ytd. pls dont tell me its pretty and nice coz my dad shoot me until like crazy i feel so depressed. AND. the more depressing fact is tat i was trying to draw anna tsuchiya, god i ended up with an blue blooded ang moh. too much fairies for me!!!

well then yeah, my fren showed me this website, i swear there are the best skilled DA artists ever man!!!!
I KNOW!!! its an ugly alien!!!! BUT!!! THIS IS A VIRTUAL IMAGE!!! OMG CAN U BELIEVE IT!????
well for this one, i'm not super thrilled abt it. but, i think the hair is great, besides the fringe though... tat needs some work. the pullover is super well done.. omg...
god. the body shapes!!!! damn perfect!!!!

after seeing all tat, i feel so depressed :(
haha

went to chomp chomp today with phy, jas, weiming, and jarine. it was fun!! laugh and laugh and laugh.
HAHA

its situated in serangoon gardens i think. need to go a long way to get there. but it was worth it. i felt so sua ku when i got there lah... the place looked so modest and yet full of life. the entire place was like australia in the summer.

we had 'lala', stingray,chicken wings, 50cent worth of rice shared by 4 or 5 of us, satay, and satay beehoon for me and jarine while lor mee for weiming.
then we went to 'icecube' for dessert. phyllis introed us there and GOD I LOVE THE ICECREAM TOPPED WAFFER!!!!

we camwhored pretty loads and laughed alot. like really, i was so full and still laughed like siao. then we wanted to find somewhere else to chill out. but then couldnt find. i ended up sweating buckets. i hate sg weather man.. why always soooo warm wan?!?!??!!?!?
fuck the equator.

anyway, well i 'dabao'ed 2 packets of hokkien mee for my family, whoa... when i got home the noodles were still hot! lol.. it smells very nice. but the taste.. hmmm not bad lah.. but i think there's too much yellow noodles liao.. i prefer those with more rice noodles:)))

anyway.. soooo tiredddddddd
(photos not taken by me)
bye!

went to school and aston's today. my mom liked the food :D n so did i of course.
i wanted to bring home my painting, but the teacher, the name i also dont really know well, duno is 'simpson' or wat wan. lol, cant hear it properly over the phone. but anyway he told me to bring it back. -.-
so i bo bian have to bring it back after lunching with my mom.

then when i got there, i stupidly called weiming when 'simpson' is on the other side of the studio only. lol
well i just brought it over and wanted to go off then he asked me why i did my painting.
i told him 'well u'll have to read it for yourself' OK it was RUDE but i said it with a smile, IN A NICE WAY!, NOT A SMIRK! lol i wasnt really in a mood for talking lah..
then i got into the car and i asked my mom if i had been rude. she said 'erm yeah tat was kinda rude'
gosh. *smacks my own head*

being rude to a teacher. well tats my forte i guess.. i do it unknowingly THOUGH MOST OF THE TIME I DO IT ON PURPOSE to PISS TEACHERS OFF but ah well... i didnt mean to be rude to 'simpson'. lol

wat a weird name to have.. simpson.. but memorable:) haha

then me and my mom went to jalan sultan that area to shop for cloths. and we did buy quite alot from the textile centre. and i was wearing my ripped top(ok it looked pretty obscene considering tat its exposing most of my back and i wasnt in a very good shape for such a thing, but damn! it was TOO DAMN WARM). the malay lady in hijab asked me if i was a fashion student. i said i wasnt. she asked if i did it myself and i was like, 'yeah'. then she went on and on abt how well proportionate the rips are. its kinda scary when a stranger does tat to u, coz u dont know if they're gonna whip out some products to sell to u or watever.

then well we went home. and the whole time i was so bugged by my rudeness to 'simpson'. wat if he decides to throw away my painting without letting me know! i wanna have a chance to say goodbye to it at least...

tats all.

finally blogger is working properly for me to upload pics!
anyway this is my art piece for my 2d art fun module. my FAV module so far.
i showed my dad this. then kena shoot like siao.. lol.. he say my painting is too flat. i agree.. its a problem thats been bugging me like since forever.

anyway, i just cleaned my room for the 5th time in 5 days. like serious cleaning. twice today coz i tried to put a EGUH piece of glass on my wall. ok, stupidly, with blutack.-.- then well it did a spectacular suicide mission. there were 'diamonds' everywhere. and this happened just when i was abt to just wrap up my cleaning for the day. wah lao eh.... damn stupid lahh.. and this kinda reminded me of the story of the chronicles of narnia.. haha. i wonder if my whole eyeball is filled with microscopic glass splinters so small that i have no idea that they are there. maybe they'll come out when i cry the next time huh.. haha

i watched beauty and the beast today. haiz.... feel so sad... and listening to taylor swift's 'crazier' makes me even sadder. zzz

u know when u watch romance movies, u feel so like 'awwwwwwww' the whole time? and u wish ur crush and u would get tgt or have a fiery romance just like the movie?
but wat if u dont even have ur sights set on someone at all? LOL like really i wish i could do all those stuffs on tv. but then. i dont even have someone in mind to begin with. so its like if i try to imagine my prince charming presenting me with a dozen roses or watever, his face would be blurred out! or it would be like a scene of myself hugging someone. but i just dont know who the person is! i feel damn silly to even thinking abt this though. LOL

anyway... i'm off! (i just realised i use 'anyway' ALOT.)
au revoir!

i've been wanting to blog all day.
but now as i sit here typing this 1 and a half sentence, i suddenly dont feel like blogging. LOL
watever.
anyway... been out today, went to SAM(singapore art museum) and then to chinatown to shop for fabrics and stuffs. but returned home empty handed besides the groceries from the supermarket from BP. LOL

well i started my hols with a slpover at eudy's, it was a pretty cool time with them:) they even got to take pics of me dozing off on her couch while watching a movie. zzzz but it was fun:))) i bought too much snacks and well we couldnt finish them. HAHA. and we watched 'the notebook', god its soooo not sad.. but! its super sweet at the end!!!!! its sooo good everyone should watch it!!! well we watched a hell lot of other movies too. really hope to do that someday again!!!!!!!

was clearing my room for the 3rd time in 4 days. coz my dad was drilling holes in my wall for my new shelves. but apparently we 'agared' the measurements wrongly. so he had to drill another few sets of holes for the screws today.. so now i have abt 4 extra holes in my wall.
i ended up throwing away a few fashion mags and relocating my stuffs all over the place. was digging my bag and threw out alot of rubbish. and i found my untouched muesli bar. i always have this bar of something in my bag but usually untouched until i declare it spoiled.
i havent declared the current one spoiled yet though.

well about the hols.. i actually quite like it. coz its been so long since i've lazed ard and do nothing, besides watching cartoons and read books. sounds like fun :)

hmm... long time never blog. haha
these days are just spent on work work and more work.
really cant wait for the holidays to come.
then i can finally relax and chill for a full month before going out full force again. i'm really not looking forward to my next semester. start of official projects and all... and change of classes -.-... i really am not looking forward to the change siaaa.

if u ask me whether i like where i am now..
i guess pretty much.
for now at least.
its a love hate relationship with my work.
i love the types of work we get to do. but i hate the deadlines.

anyway...
been listening to some sad songs recently.
ok la, quite emo kind of songs. love them.. i wonder why i love sad stuffs so much... is it becoz i like the drama out of sadness? but i've always hated drama though..


cant wait for this friday.. totalllyyyyy LOL!!!!




recently i saw ur pictures on facebook again. i realise how i get tat weird feeling when i see ur face.. like u're a stranger that i might have known.

do i miss him? i still do. do i miss him for him? no i dont.

i miss the guy that i met back in sec 1. seating at the back, too shy to look coz he tot i was into him right there and then.

that guy died a long time ago.