if only everyday was spent like tat with you...
i sumtimes wonder how long i'd be able to look at u as ur girlfriend... i'd wonder how our dads are ever gonna agree...
or how our moms would collide...
at the back of my mind... i would wonder.. is this gonna last forever? or will this be the last time i'd ever see u? because..still, they'd just never say 'yes'.
and does the word 'forever' scare u?

i like to chase after geckos with u... haha

my annoying bf...

omg... i hate him man...
make me worried...
not enough...
make me worried SICK..



if i tell mus... i think she'll bash him up.. HAHA..


i didn't get his permission to post this on my blog...



i wonder if he minds...
(my dear, i know u are readin this in disbelief now.. )

coz.. i think he do... but he annoys me... i'll just annoy him back.. if this matters.. HAHA..
at most.. i dont owe him anything loh...

its so boring these days...
i've made a final decision.. i'm going to poly next year.. though i hate to leave my friends in my current school...

there's joyce. the quiet one who's stressed up about.. everything? LOL.
there's peiyi. the crazy random one.. SHE'S NUTS!!! the magic of alvin is multiplied million times fold on her. Always.
there's baobao. the lamer.. HAHA, she's so funny man!
there's mus. the nice mixed girl. nice spending time with u man.. :)
there's diyana and rozannah. the cheerful model students! love u guys!
there's kaijun, barbara, cheryl, clara, peggy, yan cong, jozua, pavit, president, kim and luke. They form the rocking cliqueish class of 0841C that i'll never forget.

i'm so gonna miss my choir friends..
there's yvonne. the burping queen. she's the one that made me change my perception of girls burping.
there's tanisha. the shrieking punk. she's the one to have fun with man.
there's Jill. the glass breaker. when she sings, u tot u heard sumthing crashing.
there's seahhui. the most cheerful girl i've ever seen.
there's poi. minoi minoi, the pretty tall lady:)

there's alot i'd miss. as much as i'd love to leave behind.
but... for some reason, its been a good year..

i was at ikea, tampines.. everybody.. and i was eating this green lime jelly.. and i decided to mimic the scene from jurassic park. HAHA. i was shaking my hand violently in front of my aunt, and she was like saying.. 'omg, there's a dinasaur.. and started shaking the table.. its kinda funny co we were in a public place. HAHA.. anyway.. it was a cool day out..

i'm announcing... i have FAILED MY YEAR ONE IN JUNIOR COLLEGE... hell... where am i supposed to go?
temasek polytechnic for visual comm? or any design course would really do for me.
or singapore polytechnic for mass comm? or any other design based courses would be just fine...
or RETAIN?

i know i dont want to... i hate jc...

and i really do not know what i wanna hear..
apart of me is wishing that people tell me to follow my heart...
but a tiny soul in me is telling me to think practically..

what do i do?? i'm sooo confused...

i wished god would just enter my dreams and tell me what i should do...


should i go to sp so i'd be nearer to my boyfriend?
or tp? but tp is fucking far away from np... super hard to meet my bf...
or retain? i hate jc life!

i cut my hair ppl!!!!

now i miss that caberet girl hairstyle.... LOL

i wanna walk on the beach, leaving feet marks in the sand.
let the continuous waves cool and wash my feet.
feel the warm carressing wind in my hair...
last of all, i just want to be in ur hands.

random night calls for a blog entry.
i'm talking to my bf as i'm writing this post... as in talking to him on msn ppl...
i bought new headphones.. its like a steal lah!!! i saw the price ppl are selling it at... its quite scary!...
i saw it gg at 29.99pounds online... the cheapest its gg at, (sumore, it claims to be a sale) is at 21.99.
and i got it for... 54sgd.LOL.. the difference is fucking big man..

and i love my new backpack la!!! its effing cute!!!!!!!!!!!i can't wait to see my bf carry it... wonder wat he'll look like.HAHA..

i wish i had gone to poly...then i'll be able to celebrate christmas... with friends...
GAH>>>>>>>>>>>..

and u are not home again...

so much for waiting...

i watched this movie at home today. 'Secret' directed by Jay Chou himself. it was a really good romance movie, given that its coming from a bugger like him.. and he looks like a potential wu zhong xian stand in.. the girl literally saved the day.

Ye Xianglun, a music student(played by Jay Chou) majoring in piano, transfers to Tamkang (Danjiang) Secondary School. It is a school famous for musically talented students, especially for those who play piano. On the first day of school, as he wanders through the piano building, he hears a mysterious melody being played that leads him to Lu Xiaoyu, another piano major(that girl in the pic). When he asks her about the song she was playing, she tells him that it is a secret that cannot be told. The two develop a relationship that is clouded in mystery, until the realization that the piano will be destroyed on the night of Ye Xianglun's graduation.

AND OF COURSE... to satisfy the fans of jay chou, the story had a predictable good ending. as in predictable in the sense that, we could all anticipate a happy reunion of the lovers. but the best part was, Ye Xianglun risked dying to travel to the past to find Rain.. this was the awwww so sweet part coz when he got there, she greating him with a smile and his body was like... glowing.. almost like an angel descended on earth. ok, his face is shit like i dont doubt but.. tat part was absolutely sweet...

And, nope i still did not develop a crush for jay chou like the other girls.


i went to catch a movie with my frens today, joyce, peiyi and poh ai. a hongkong remake of a hollywood movie. it was a real ride man!!!!! GOD! My impression of chinese movies had never been really good, unless its a good laugh from stephen chow. but this one's a killer!!!! the acting was cool to the max, it was all good.. me and peiyi kept jumping in our seats and the entire cinema was laughing all the time. you should have seen peiyi man. she was sooo enthu and engaged in the movie.. i bet she felt the bumps tat the actor is feeling.HAHA

FORGIVE MY OVER FETISHNESS FOR LOADING PICS ON ALMOST EVERY BLOG POST!!!
haha.. omg la... i wished i were a vampire man.. its so damned uber cool!!!! i wanna grow some teeth man! damn! thanks to joyce, i'm immersed in the vampire fever again.. god.. pray tat i don't scare away my bf who thinks i'm weird for liking vampires and all the underworld bullshit.
HAHA.. BUT I DON'T REALLY CARE..HAHA
i miss my bf la....
anyway
back to underworld EH-VA-LOO-SHON!!!!!!
so damn fucking cool man...
tat hybrid is.. woo... he's not hot, but i like his character.. whoever hears of a hybrid?! a cross of vampires and werewolves.. goddamn fucking cool.

the show was kickass man... mine was literally kicked when i saw marcus get thrusted into the whiring helicopter fan.. i simply jumped in my seat..
its nice scaring urself sumtimes... haha

selene's suit was damn cool la... it totally teases out her body man.. i wished i was 50% like her...
tat'd be quite enugh.. coz currently, the only thing we have in common is... we're both female.


XD

there's always a first for everything...

i was on the phone in the middle of last night with my boyfriend for the first time..tat was the first time in my life i found myself laughing into the pillow...

and then....

today.. i did sumthing tat i'd never thought i would be doing...

you know bus rides are always dragging and long.. and today.. someone dropped a bomb on me..
and before i knew it... my vision started blurring...
my eyes were searing hot..i started squinting.. snot was definately coming...








then...my heart was really on my sleeve this time..

sweeeeeeeetttttt...
WHAT MORE CAN I SAY? recently, everything just seems sooo sweet!
there's the song by taylor swift - love story... super nice to sing... better sung for bfs... but i just wouldn't open my goddamned mouth.
and there's the movie 'Across the universe'... gosh.. if u would just ignore the occassional flashing, ITS DAMN GOOD. its super nice man!!!!!!! nice isn't the word for it... well there's a reason why some movies are winning awards while some movies just can't and never will.

i've been trying real hard to keep my hair in place... failing attempts but won't give up. thank you thank you..

gahhhh.. headache again....