omg...
i really just have to let this out...
i dreamt a very wonderful dream last night..
it wasnt me getting back tgt with him or of edward cullen la..

i dreamt of the most breath taking boy ever..
i just looked at him...
he smiled at me..
i saw his eyes...
OMG...
i almost fainted in my sleep la...
i was just looking at him the whole time..

ook it goes like this..
i was walking on this track in the woods... not really woods leh.. its a really weird surrounding la.. my dreams are always the same kind of weird places.. but always the same kind..
anyway, theres alot of trees ard and a stretch of houses along the skinny track of stones.. those tat u kick at ur friends for the fun of getting dust in their eyes.

then there are ppl ard me walking... the sky was a dimly lit by little sunlight.. coz it seemed to be after rain.. everywhere was sparkling with water droplets.
and i saw some ppl walking their dogs.. and i saw a puppy! so CUTE!!!!! it followed me for a while coz it wasnt on leash..
did i mention tat it was cold and everyone was wearing coats...
so i entered one of those small houses..
and it just blurred for tat part.. (i think it was a job interview or sumthing, it was dimly lit.)
and i walked past a glass fridge filled with can drinks towards the sitting room.
and i just stunned there..

i saw the most beautiful stranger alive. in my dreams.
he wasnt a blonde kind.. certainly not asian..
i stunned there... and coz the sitting room was like, 1 level lower. and oddly enough, as all dreams were, there is no steps tat can allow me as a lady to walk down the level.
so that boy walked over and grabbed my waist and carried me down.
so i landed on the ground safely..
and just looked at him.. into his eyes...
brown. i rmb them brown. framed with thick lashes..
he smiled at me sweetly.. almost like wat i needed at the end of every tiring day..
as if we knew each other, i sighed and hooked my index finger on his large hand. he looked at me, still so lovingly..
and i just put my head on his chest.. like old lovers..
and my mom woke me up.
wow...

whoa...
i've spent the past few days chionging at my clothes...
trying to finish them asap. or rather, as much as possible
haha.

here's my small workspace.
god knows how warm it is..
sit there for about an hour u start sweating as if u've went jogging..
there isnt a blackout mind u..
its just tat, it happened that that part of the house has faulty lights.
so yeah, thus this cute lamp.
haha.
recently dowloaded corinne bailey rae's album...
wow...
wat beautiful songs she sings:D
i'm so mesmerised...

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
i just finished watching the devil wears prada.
tats like, my third time watching it?
i dont know how i'm gonna explain my thoughts on it with my limited amt of vocabulary.
good isnt the word.
nice definately didnt fit in.

everything was so chic.
andy got an amazing job tat millions of girls would kill to have. (i'm included)
miranda is the devil. but at the end of the movie, i kinda felt that, miranda sorta sees andy as the girl tat she couldnt be.
i'm sure she wouldnt want her own daughters to end up like herself.
andy is a pretty strong character in the sense tat, she knew where she was gg. wat she really wanted. and wat she's willing to give up for her ambitions. just tat at the start, she was confused. thus losing her boyfriend. (now now, tat sounds familiar huh....)
and they did part of the movie in paris. GOD, it was so beautiful!!!
NEW YORK! tats the best part!!!!!!!
the fashion capital in america isnt hollywood ok? its NEW YORK!
FASHION AVENUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok i'm losing myself. i think i'm gonna drown in tat fashion dream again.
i just wanna say tat, the local fashion scene and the world fashion scene, are WORLDS apart.
not saying that local fashion scene isnt great. well, compared, we only have like one or two designer who's really hit world class standards.
tan yoong? and wat? the long silenced ashley isham?
we lack an identity which i am pretty sure is dying to be uncovered.
fashion isnt about half drunk socialite wannabes and lame parties.
its an art!
i hate the local fashion scene, they make it seem like a pile of lame skinny girls, all smiling and grinning, trying to pull of some highclass stunt.
tats not fashion.
tats being stupid and acting like a bunch of good for nothing clowns.
its a wonder why singapore's not getting anywhere in the world of fashion.
we're experiencing stunned growth right now.
its not about wearing less. its really about wearing it well.

just finished watching 'amelie'
wat a beautiful movie to watch. makes me wonder why it doesnt come in the form of a book.
the storyline was simply very pleasing. not that kind tat satisfy ur usual tastes.
a kind that makes u thing so much along the way with the movie.
and
watching the movie makes me think of the uncanny similarities tat amelie and i have.
most of her thoughts and actions are something tat i can relate to. surprisiingly. coz she's supposed to be weird.
or maybe i am wat i was called by him. i am weird.

like how her heart beats incredibly fast when her father uses a stethoscope to check her heart rate every once a month and they only interact once a month.
it wasnt racing coz of incest. it was racing coz she was touched by the intimacy that she and her dad can share for the one time, every month.
and she's fond of the guy who works at the grocery store. in a friendly way i mean! yet he has a mental deficiency. by the looks of it, low IQ.
that happens to me sometimes when i meet someone like tat. not all the time though. i have limited patience.
just tat anyone with extreme kindness and gentle touch tends to have the same effect on me.
like the old granny nurse, so sweet and always calls me 'darling dear'.

i wonder if ppl ard me have that too. i dont have a racing heart when i talk to my dad. totally. no way.

amelie lived in a world of her own. she imagines. always asking herself silly questions. but never really saying them out. so she's still sort of normal.

some lines that i loved from the movie
'you'll never be a vegetable becoz even an artichoke has a heart'
'when the finger points to heaven, only the idiot looks at the finger'

there were plenty more. just tat i cant rmb.
and she got a weird guy too. in the end. they looked each other in the eye intently for the second time in the movie and kissed like old lovers. that part blew me away.
he was weird. in a good way.
he's a good man.
wonder when i will i find mine.

all in all,
the movie had a very surreal parisian effect on me.
i'm like reaaaally in the zone now.
dont supposed i would be out of it soon. =)

ytd, went out whole day with my mom. went to jalan sultan to get another yard of one of the cloths, coz i was short of it.
end up, i bought another 2 yards of another plaid cloth.
quite nice
and we wanted to eat at one of the shophouses. but well, my mom has something against middle eastern food.. so we just shopped ard there for a while.
we went into a shop called the loft.
super cool man!!!!
if i have boutique, i want it there.
or maybe i'll make it my home.

haha.
haix..
so tired these days...
i always wake up so late, but still feel so tired.
i'm so heavy headed now...
suddenly, i tot of hassan. the kid from 'the kite runner'
why he suddenly come into my mind sia..
but anyway.. i miss my book... its gone now...
=(

ytd was a full day out with eudy and joyce.
whoa...
sakae sushi.
not amazing.
but pretty fantastic for an sg jap food restaurant!
and we shopped at bugis village.
the largest street shopping destination in sg. like there are any others to begin with.
for details, go to eudy's blog. i lazy to post pics.haha

i'm like.. reading on rob pattinson and kristen stewart off the net like crazy!!!!!!!!
omg la...
i'm crazy over twilight and i cant wait for new moon to be released!!!!!!!!!!
bloody shit pls publish midnight sun first??!

sighs...

when will i find my own edward?
even if i do.. will i dare to even love him?
coz it'd be so hard for me to dip into another blackhole again...
coz i barely made it out.
fucking drama man... why am i so drama all the time... argh
i hate myself.

MERMAIDS. this is wat happens when i have nothing to do in the office.

adding more pics done when i was at work!



and as u can see, its getting coloured.


and final coloured piece. though i personally think its really ugly.
like my colleague always say, 'GAN ERH!'

i'm still so in love with edward cullen.....

eons ago, i met a boy,
he made my heart run wild and out of control.
dream of him almost everynight.
makes me smile at the thought of him.
he was like my personal land of memories, stretching out to meet the horizons.
every blade of dried weed, budding leaf, green grass
every stalk of daisy, dandelion, lavender and so much more that covered the open field.
my little haven. in this wide wide world.

in this bed of solitude, i found my heart's much longed for salvation.
as i lay, i saw
between those perfect cracks of sky caught in the leaves
little glimpses of what could be.
love
hate
kindness
dancing like angels among the scattered puffy clouds that looked as delicious as pink cotton candies.
and the sun rays tingling my merry skin
warming my cheeks

and though edward cullen,who will never be able to work the magic of the boy,
will always remind me of the feeling of being loved
and being in love.

:)

whoa...
now everyday at home.. quite slack sia...
i'm working on the dresses i wanna make for my school..
whoa... pretty big project coz its like... almost 8 dresses...
i hope i am ready on time...
duno why.. i just want to complete it all on time (april 14)

orientation starts on 14 to 17...
sucks man..
i hate camps
why must they have camps???
fuck right...

stupid sia...
and yeah.. i'm oogling at the tv.. coz i'm watching twilight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDWARD!!!!!!!!!! MARRYYY MEEE!!!!!!!!!!
haha.. okok, back to reality....

i'm downloading quite alot of songs now...
apes and androids.. blood moon.
fucking nice i tell u..
and yann tiersen- amelie soundtrack. SUPERB!

i feel quite rotten coz i havent open up the blogshop yet...
i just dont feel like doing all the crap admit tat is attached.
haix... feel so lazy..
wait my pay come in le then i do bah.

I'M A RED HEAD AGAIN!!!!!!
had a haircut too.. blah.. its so ugly...
but neverminded. i dont care.
styling it will work a miracle.
LOL

threadless tees came...
darn it..
kinda big for me..
but watever.. i like it anyway.. my fav is the 'her hair' design.
super uber cool and unique.
i bet
U WILL NEVER FIND IT ON BUGIS STREET!
haha
so yeah...
tats bout it! bb!

ytd was my last day in the office..
so saad...
i miss my friends alrdy...
we went for steamboat at bugis. i love the idea of it.. but definately not the extra ppl in it.. thank god meiling didnt come. or i'll be staring her down. but still, bloody serene was there.

the guys gave me the twilight DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MY BOYS!!!!
they were so nice to give me something tat i love!!!! so thoughtful!
and i was so surprised tat my supervisor and my other colleague, the one who was always clearing up my mess actually gave me gifts!
they never gave any one of the ppl who left before me!
so i was quite shocked. LOL

it felt like a breakup with maybank.
and i realised that 'breakups' and 'loss' is really a cycle.

now tat its all over, i want to go back. almost like the time when i left my jc. i wanted to go back and wear my uniform all over again.

and its gonna be a new start too soon.
seems like only ytd tat i was still gg thru my first day at the bank.
like as if my first day at the jc orientation.

how time flies so quickly..
its not gonna slow down...
wonder 3 yrs from now... where will i be...
will i still be in contact with those ex colleagues?
just so ytd they were my colleagues... today, they are 'ex'.
duno when will my future classmates be 'ex'...


and as said, i will upload more of my ms paint artworks done during my spare time at the bank.
this was initially done in microsoft words. then copied onto ms paint. done with the alphabet 'O'. and that tag at the bottom is a lyric from 'the submarines'

this was done on mspaint, using random rectangles. i was really god damn bored. i swear.

(i have no idea why uploading my stuffs here is so pissingly slowwwww)

loads of spray painting and heaps of "douche"
forgive me.. mascaras on ms paint is so difficult to use.