i hate jc life mannnn. watever the fuck is wrong with the system... i hate this... i can't go online, i can only look at my friends have a life, real life.. i miss zss... i miss seeing my frens everyday... i miss everything.. i tot i was locked up.. this is even worse! i tot it would be a carefree time.. wat the hell... i'm sooo wrong! i didn't get any freedom, there was no transition over at all... the fact was, it all stayed the same! i'm so afraid that it would still be like this if i go to a poly... omg man... i hate my lifeeeee... can i commit suicide? i want to die mannnn.. i hate everything...