i'm announcing... i have FAILED MY YEAR ONE IN JUNIOR COLLEGE... hell... where am i supposed to go?
temasek polytechnic for visual comm? or any design course would really do for me.
or singapore polytechnic for mass comm? or any other design based courses would be just fine...
or RETAIN?

i know i dont want to... i hate jc...

and i really do not know what i wanna hear..
apart of me is wishing that people tell me to follow my heart...
but a tiny soul in me is telling me to think practically..

what do i do?? i'm sooo confused...

i wished god would just enter my dreams and tell me what i should do...


should i go to sp so i'd be nearer to my boyfriend?
or tp? but tp is fucking far away from np... super hard to meet my bf...
or retain? i hate jc life!