my mind was like, sorta pretty made up since BEFORE the exams started. TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC was hanging on my fringe.. i opted out on that very day and i'm missing my friends pretty badly. the thought of not seeing them anymore makes me sad.
anyway, gonna dedicate this post to JOYCE.

my dear girl, i cant type out everything on ur tagboard so i'll have to say everything here. i guess, whichever decision u make, u better not regret it. i've had my run, and i'm done, i gotta go 'home'. lol. i chose jc thinking tat i'd make my parents happy and be doing myself a favour. but i really wasnt. i literally screwed myself up from top to toe. BUT, if u look at peiyi, she made a very good decision :) she is a jc calibre girl and i must say, she's got it all to enter uni. god has to be a lil bit kinder to her on the a level day and she'll do real fine. so u see? not everyone is cut out for jc as well as for poly. there's nothing embarrassing about going to a poly because, many people who succeed in life come from there. thats where are the nice and humble ppl come from. not saying tat jc is a total snobbish place, but ther are ppl there who got their noses stuck in mid-air just because they come from a freakin jc right? we saw it didnt we? i think the real most embarrassing thing is only when u fail JC1 again, lol. ALEX the mother fucker had that honour lah my dear. PLS LAH!!! WHO CAN FAIL JC1 AGAIN!!!!! i swear on my life, we will confirm make it to JC2 if we stayed back. i'm betting my toes on it. but, after jc1, i dunno la.


mainpoint of it all, just make a good decision and stick with it. its now or never. though i think tat u'd have greater opportunities out there if u did a science course, the final decision is yours. dont let your parents make the decision for u. make it for yourself. if jc is impedding ur potential, then be done with it. but, if u think tat u'd still get there, ur ambition, through jc, then, i say, sure why not go ahead with it. because i would like u to see that this is your life and no one else can live it for you and no one else is gonna do it better than u and u know the best way to live it. u only live once. chances dont come by easily. like mr zul said, 2nd chances are even harder to come by. just follow your heart and make your decision with it. of coz, i'd advise you once again, please be wise and chose something that u will confirm earn a living to AT LEAST support yourself first. i've told u, look at me, i like fashion. i'm like, mesmerised by the entire fashion world out there that i've yet to discover. BUT being in singapore, doing fashion is a waste of time and money seriously. so u notice tat i dont even bother to think about options like doing fashion courses.
you see, not everything in life will go according to plan and sometimes, we need to get to what we want the harder way. BUT! practical and feasible too.

if u think u can, you can. if u think u can't, then u are PROBABLY right.

i believ that, if u would just believe in yourself, you will do well. anywhere. and everywhere.