once again... i made another shit decision to work at the bank.

first, my boyfriend is like, i duno, i feel like i'm dissing him time and time again... i really miss him.. i do.. i keep looking at my ipod pics every now and then just to see him.

and after that, there's nth else really worth being sad about..

i feel like crying coz i keep thinking about him the whole day..
i dead when i have to tell him bad news like wat i told him just now... he'll just sink into bad mood...

god.. its time to answer my prayers again... pls pls pls pls... would u pls listen to it tonight?