he came online today.. for the first time in so long.. i saw him come online today.. i suddenly feel so small.. i duno why..

once upon a time.
a shy caterpillar loves sending parcels.
it sends alot of parcels. impt parcels to ppl. sent by itself. it loved sending parcels.
but one day..
it lost one parcel.
it couldnt find it. it didnt try, coz the parcel didnt contained the impt fillings tat other parcels do.
it didnt bother to search. coz it wasnt an impt parcel.

it never got delivered. but nobody cared. becoz it was just a box of depression left anyway..

meanwhile, it left his shyness behind as he started moulding into a beautiful sociable butterfly.
it flew everywhere. and never returned.
but it never knew. the parcel was just left on the shelf above its dried cocoon.
and the parcel watched it grew.
hardly smiling but happy enough for the beautiful butterfly it became.