i'd wake up and start tearing inside.. coz u're not there...

how conveniently i seem to forget.. u're gone and never coming back.

the last time i saw u... u told me u'd see me again...

seems like i was the one who took things for granted...

i wished......

u made me wish i never met u...

i really wished i never met u...

i despise myself... for still loving.. wishing u were here.. when i know very clearly that its all over.
why am i still mourning over this...

i duno wat i'm gonna be doing on the next june 17th... i hope i'm wont be crying on tat terrace..

everything reminds me of u... i wish i'm blind.. so tat i dont have to see... how ur magic, or rather.. ur curse is affecting me..

it really wasnt becoz of all those 'ppl say'... it was becoz u really just dont have it for me anymore..

but i accepted the lie... knowing its not the truth..
i'm kicking myself for not being able to blame u..
coz i really dont and never will.. coz i just cant do it..

there are sumthings, when lost.. u know u will never find it again..
and even if u do.. it wont be the same again. there would be a scar.. that'd burn..

she say 'he's not worth it'
he say 'forget it, just make urself happy'

sorry ppl... i wasted ur time..