SHOPPING IS ADDICTIVE!!!!

WOWWWWWW... i had a shopping spree today!!!
i'm happy...
but sad too..
coz i was at ard the marina square area and citylink..
and i knew he is there... but i didnt want to bump into him..
though a part of me wanted to see him so bad...
while i was at the NUM shop talking to azri... i was so afraid that he might just pop out of nowhere...
i'm sure if he knew i was there... he wouldnt want to walk in either..
thanks to eudy, i had a pretty wonderful day:)
i love love love shopping!!!!!!


i bought the pullover tat i intended for him as a bday present... but my friends told me not to... if i have to.. buy it for myself instead..
i just bought it... i didnt think bout wat i would do with it.. i just tot i'd just buy it and see wat happens next..
and i ended up bringing it home... coz i dont think i want to face him...
my mom says its nice... its gonna appear on seventeen mag soon... and the tee shirt version appeared on 8days alrdy...
so its kinda cool...

we walked by esplanade...and inside too...memories just rush back like wind in my face...
'we window shopped there'
'isnt tat the teddy bear shop tat we went in and were shocked by the price?'
'we went down this escalator in silence..'
'i told u i love u... right here... this spot..'

wished time turned back... would love to just hear ur voice again.. though i doubt it'd make my heart sing ever again... but at least... its comfort.