i'm still so in love with edward cullen.....

eons ago, i met a boy,
he made my heart run wild and out of control.
dream of him almost everynight.
makes me smile at the thought of him.
he was like my personal land of memories, stretching out to meet the horizons.
every blade of dried weed, budding leaf, green grass
every stalk of daisy, dandelion, lavender and so much more that covered the open field.
my little haven. in this wide wide world.

in this bed of solitude, i found my heart's much longed for salvation.
as i lay, i saw
between those perfect cracks of sky caught in the leaves
little glimpses of what could be.
love
hate
kindness
dancing like angels among the scattered puffy clouds that looked as delicious as pink cotton candies.
and the sun rays tingling my merry skin
warming my cheeks

and though edward cullen,who will never be able to work the magic of the boy,
will always remind me of the feeling of being loved
and being in love.

:)