i had the weirdest dream last night.

i dreamt of him. ok. tats not weird.

its the whole process that was really quire..

i was in a sepia world. as in.. the colours and everything looked like its straight out of an old film.

then i was... somewhere in geylang serai? it was super random and i really cant recognise the place... it looked very very old.
moulded with age.

then... there was a crowd.
i heard children singing. malay songs.
i walked towards the crowd, trying to see wat was going on. and i couldnt see anything as usual... coz i was too short....
then i turned around, behind the crowd was swarming in. and i saw him smiling.. one of the faces in the crowd...
but he wasnt smiling at me. coz he couldnt see me... he didnt knw i was there...

a sore mixture of sadness and pain gripped me. i started looking for my way out of the crowd.
i inched my way, tunneling through the crowd like a worm... everything was so slow mo...

then i bumped into my secondary school friends.i pleaded with them to accompany and take me away from that place.

and we did.
and then i bumped into my poly classmate. in my mind i was thinking, 'wats she doing here?!'
LOL.. but yeah..
wat an ending...
and i still remember how i felt like in my dream.. so small.. so hurt.