i keep dreaming of him recently... abit nightmarish in fact...
i rmb myself saying 'no no no' to him... he asked me if we could ever return back to what we were(it is a dream after all.....
i stumped and couldnt answer him... then i just burst my 'no no no' out...
and i woke up... feeling sore...

its over so long ago... but now i care more abt june 17... why must i still think about it when its alrdy over so long ago?? a part of me wished tat this was still last yr... but i know i dont want to rewind everything.

i miss the blue skies... and the wind... and his voice...