just had a 'talk' session with my mother.
well i woke up pretty happily. but i ended up being pissed as ever when i found out that i cant go out with my mom, AGAIN. its always, planned alrdy, then suddenly the plan just smashes coz of my idiot father. for the past 2 weeks, i've not been able to do wat i want with my mom becoz of my idiot father.

i dont feel like elaborating.
so when my father got home, i closed my bedroom door.
and my mom cant understand my problem.
well she did tried hard to talk to me.
but i refused to open my mouth. coz i didnt feel like talking.
my brother couldnt understand my problem either.
so they all ended up making wild guesses. like
'i noe, u dont want to stay here right'
or
'ok, u must be thinking that u have no freedom'
or
'u think ur dad doesnt care abt u, right?' (hell, i dont give a shit whether he cares or not so it fucking doesnt concern me and i'm not bother whether he does or not)

in the end, my mom said 'its not tat he doesnt love u, its just tat u dont know how to give back the love to ppl ard u.'

um hello? initially i wanted to bring my mom out to treat her to eat jap food sia? and its my bday, and i'm intending to treat her. abit weird right? but i didnt say anything.
i'm just so fed up by the fact that whenever i want to go out with my mom, i have to go thru my dad. like if he has any nonsensical problem like, gg to rent a DVD or watever crap. STUPID STUFFS LIKE THESE AND HE NEEDS TO MOBILISE MY MOM. ???????
for 2 weeks, not a single day he doesnt have an imaginary 'problem'. i'm sooo fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i asked my mother, why is all those 'problems' of his happening during my 2 weeks holiday??? i need this holiday coz i have 9 to 6 for the next WHOLE MONTH! i wont be able to do my things! and apparently, those problems never seems to happen when i'm in school. ????
is he doing it on purpose?
omg , i'm soooo fucking pissed off.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH